Why are we second best ?

Why are we second best?
Have you ever think about it?
Have you ever felt like no one wants you and even if they pick you , you are always second and someone else or something comes first place in their heart but that will never be you?




Things will never happen the way we wished them to happen ~~


What I think :
I can always give up everything in my life to just to make her feels happy , give up all my time just to meet her up , just to see that smiles and sparkles in her eyes ...


But what do i get is just always opposite .. ? i might not be the first she wants to see , and .. i will NEVER be the FIRST ! 


However i understand Its never wrong everyone get to choose who they want to put first place and how they want their world to revolve around.






Its not like i am asking for a lot , i just wanna ask ..
Is it that hard to give up some time to do the one that cares for you a little favor like this ..
Is it that hard to not let the one who cares for you think that you choose other guy over him ..
do you know how hard it actually is for the one to understand why he can never be the first deep inside your heart , why he is always the second best , why he only comes after something .. why and why and why ..


One does not simply care for you , especially if it is a guy caring for a girl , if one does , simply means he really cares
~girls out there in this planet~you should learn how to appreciate all the things guys do for you ..
Not only start realizing it after you lose them ..